I love my selves

I'd been this Persona 

For more than 24 hours 

Glittery heels, Diamante Shamanic Jock Strap

Super Powers

Lace underwear, extensions, bling

doing my thing 

Slip into something more familiar

confused about my name

resume the identity

I had before my tribe 

my family 

So hard to say James

each circle a different identity comes to play

brought up intense vulnerability

as I heard the name said back to me

unfamiliarly

by people I know and love

Heart energy sharing practice 

almost left and missed it

eye gazing 

beautiful vulnerable bonding 

Brotherhood 

I approve of myself 

No more makeup

"normal" clothes

you said

"We are beautiful just as we are" 

you showed such self love

Hugging yourself 

saying I love you to you 

I do it to 

but usually alone

told me you are healed

I play with the idea I am healed

inspiring 

self care really is sexy 

I get confused by all this love

does he fancy me
Invited you here 

is he even "Queer" 

Grateful for this opportunity to heal 

trust issues and pain 

Clear them out the way 

So Playful

So vibrant 

like you have never been hurt 

so attractive 

realise I have these qualities too

when I left 

you said 

"I love you" 

I said 

"I love you too"

I don't know if you are "gay" 

and that possibility 

that you just love me anyway 

and felt so at home with our tribe 

helps me feel so accepted and loved

I guess i'll find out one day 

My friend joked I'm going through names 

Like I'm going through attractions

I love intimacy 

connection 

friendship

affection

the excitement  

enjoying my youth and vitality

don't need anyone else to complete me 

but I do love sharing the experience

The most important relationship 

I have of all 

is the one I'm discovering with all my selves

James 

Jemima

Little Man 

Baldrick 

Warins 

Unicorn 

Jackal 

Fire Jaguar

Spiritual Barbie

Shamanic Spice

Feral 

Earth Dragon

Confused 

Daddy issues