Destiny

Life could be pretty scary

before I found out I'm a Faerie

I didn't know

there were always people

seen and unseen

looking out for me

I sometimes think

there is no one around 

who cares about me 

and understands me 

outside of my new fae-mily

or inside it sometimes too

I realise this isn't true

we live in a strange world

with lies like this to undo 

you told me yesterday

you always knew

the destiny you saw for me 

25 years ago 

came true

you held space for me 

to tell you what was happening 

I showed you

without words

I only came out

when I had an escape route

I forgive him 

for saying I may have been ruined 

If I stayed there

It was partly true 

In the process of finding out who I am 

So much more than a man 

who fucks other men 

defined from the outside 

just by the sex I have 

after being raised to

marry 

a woman

and have children 

In the process of finding out who I really am 

Queer Magician 

Incarnating at this time

to bring Magic back

into the world 

all these other divine souls 

my parents

friends

family 

soul contracts

all playing our parts 

in the divine story 

We were not accepted before

many of us were burnt

and carry that memory 

we break karmic bonds 

of imprisonment, fear, guilt, violence and shame NOW

replace them with emancipation, pride

and divine recognition

We are healers, Alchemists and Guides...

Our work will not be disrupted  

this time

My Witches, Wizards, Shamans and sorcerer's, 

 face our darkness

go deep within 

end the cycle of fear and hatred

bring it into the light

My soul is full again